Alex and I have been living in a whirlwind this year. I have much to write about! Finishing college, coming home, preparing for the wedding, GETTING MARRIED, our wonderful honeymoon, and preparing to move to a new state. I do plan on posting about all of that soon, but today, I'm reflecting on life before the whirlwind.
As we prepare to start over in a whole new place where we will establish a new home, I'm reflecting on some things God did here at the home I've known for most of my life. Today, I had an exit interview at the missions organization I have been working/volunteering at for the past 9 years. I volunteered with many projects, but mostly babysat the missionary kids while their parents were in training. I am amazed to reflect on how much this experience impacted my life. During pivotal stages of my life, I had the privilege of spending a large amount of time building relationships with families who were completely sold out to serving the Lord with their entire lives. I'm not exactly sure why this was the case, but I had a hard time connecting with peers during my youth years and the majority of my time was spent taking care of/mentoring kids and building relationships with adults (missionaries, ladies at church, and my parents) who poured into my life. Looking back, I'm so thankful that God made this part of my journey. I'm so thankful God taught me through the example of Godly men and women. These godly men and women taught me: self-less living, surrender to God's will, trusting God, choosing to serve the Lord even in the tough times, what it means to be a Christ centered family, grace, and how to serve others. Let us never underestimate the influence we have on those around us.
As I reflect on the people who have influenced me here and the blessing it has been to call this place home, I can't help but wonder what God is preparing for our future. Alex and I are stepping into the unknown. But, to God, it is completely known. During my devo time this morning I was thinking about the "leap of faith" we're taking as we journey to a new home. As I was talking with God, I was thinking about how it's not really a leap of faith over a canyon. It's more like God has built a bridge across the canyon and He's holding our hand all the way. The only challenging part is that we are blind to the next step. All we have to do is trust. In the past, when God has brought me to stages where I've just had to trust, He's ALWAYS been faithful. I may be week, but He is strong. The step of faith might be scary, but this time around, I will hold the promises and memories of His faithfulness in my heart.